I guess I can say this is me in real life. lol. The crazy smiley woman is my mother, my wonderful mother. . .
2 Simple Pictures
Nights I've spent wondering how you smile, days I waisted just looking to the sky wondering where you could be.
Years I've cried feeling nothing but a burning fire inside of my stomach. Once a happy stomach full of hope, full of excitement that just turned into bitterness and hate.
I wouldn't appreciate the 5 minutes we could spend on the phone, instead I would tell myself you will never come around.
You will never want to see me, until I started to believe... in you.
Until I started to understand how much you had to make ends meet not just to feed you, but my sister and brother as well. Until I really understood that your life is a living hell...how ungrateful of me?
These pictures here, are pictures that are dear...they weren't just me caught in the moment. They are pictures that express a whole life time of emotions, these two pictures show feelings of happiness, of winning the golden prize..which is you, I love you mom.